Trust

He felt my broken heart when I was there weaping in the dark
Covered by the shame and regret it was there that my needs were met
Always in disguise this comfort I find
Not comfort at all just him assuring me that I am his and he is mine
And im blinded by confusion choking from circumstance
And its then when the questions arise its in those moment he’ll find me and ask
Will you trust me more, more than yesterday
I and theres nothing in me that can even think of words to say
Can I trust you more can hurt more can I lose more can I feel more far away?
Me trusting you more is not knowing when Ill see the brighter day
And yet I have to answer you lord I must say yes
Because trusting you is all my life depends
And you required nothing of me, not like people not like them at all
Ill fail and ill fall, and yet you love my imperfection, and you’re my cripple when it takes everything just to crawl
So I gasp in one more time not sure what more of my heart the words im about to speak will require
But I must trust you theres no other way I have nothing left, its there you meet me and set it on fire
The passion the hunger, fuel it for your glory, fuel it for you name
Trusting you means more than some will ever know for me its not the same
I don’t know what easy is, not in a single aspect of my life not in my mind
But I also don’t know what it is to live a day without you god because I need you more than them
And that is why I trust , why I could never turn away, because you’re the ONLY one that’s ever loved me enough to STAY!