My foolish heart

Is it stupid to say after all you’ve put me through illd still do anything for you
And is it foolish of me to still feel you here when you left so long ago
Am I completely lost to still hold your words and want to count them from what there worth
Would I be holding on if I still think of how you fit so right
Could I be stuck, if its still hard to sleep at night

When does it get easier, easier to let go
And how can stop feeling this feeling that seems to grow
My feet are moving forward but my heart seems to be behind
And I cant seem to escape this streaming image of what was good in my mind

You havent given me a reason to keep fighting for this long
And I don’t have much left in me to continue to be strong
And maybe it’s a cripple ill walk with for the rest of my life
And maybe my hearts just waiting for me to give up the fight

But whenever that day comes, when I awake and it finally gone
And the healing is permanent no looking back only moving on
Ill look back on this and see I was way to srtong for far to long
So im giving in to all of this, although I don’t know what means
But swimming in all of this hasn’t been worth much at all, and im letting go im ready to fall.