Today

I needed you today and you didn’t show your face
So here im left to revive myself once again
I tasted freedom again today at touched my lips and cleansed my skin as it blew me by
And today felt like less, less like it always does
And I tried to give my best today try to keep from bleeding ,
But I found myself tainted, tainted by your love


I needed air today, inhale exhale and renew
I lost my strength today, ended broken, dirty, used
I was fooled again today, had expectations and I lost
Closed my eyes again today , closed my eyes so I could see
Dropped my dream again today, thought it would make me free

Lost my heart again today, lost it in the sea
Swam in the sea today to try and find whats left of me
I waited for tomorrow again today tried to find some rest
And at the end of today I still gave you all I had left

I tried my hardest today and it still wasn’t enough
I dwelt on yesterday, and how hard it was
Released myself today from the grip choking me
But now nothings holding on im walkin today where I cant see

What about tomorrow will you show up then
What about tomorrow will these colors make sense?
And if tomorrow comes will I be where I left?
If tomorrow is going to come I need your hand on it.


Letting go of today, going to try again
Tomorrows in your hands
I promise then Ill let you in?