Dependent

I Know a God who is good one i cannot doubt, how could i ever leave you how could i turn away.
Your love is beyond what i need yet you give me only enough to last me for today
That Just enough strength and that just enough love is what keeps me coming back to you
and when i get that extra im overwhelmed taken aback...when im overflowing i have to give it back
I wish i knew how to love some other way, love with caution, loving safe
but clearly thats not who you made me to be or want me to become, i love with everything and ill love anyone
And when im hurt and broken and when i have been done wrong i cant help but love the doer because your love God is so strong
And i wish people could know i wish they could understand that my God is the lover of me know love could compare received by any man
I hate that i love wrecklessly, that i love those who cant love the same
but what the heck is life worth if you cant love through the pain
God I wish they understood that you love us all so much and your hurting and in pain seeing us hurt from love
when its love your very love thats supposed to be enough
Theres a passion inside me that screams to know you more and i wish people could understand where ive stood
ive stood before you broken, alone confused, ive been overwhelmed ripped apart, screaming ive felt abused and yet in silence in the stillness in the darkness where i have stood Dear God help them understand that no matter where, you are good
I speak from who i am because i know theres one out there
one hurting one alone one confused
but if i can make it through the narrow i know that one can too
and my heart pleads for people to understand just what your love is and just who you are
God i love you and all those you call me to love so much it breaks my heart!