Dont ask

Patient beating of a longing heart
If ever ive tasted so clearly what i think i know
waiting for dissapointment to set in like it always does
its differant, no pain no tears but anticipation
will you take my heart or leave me here
my twisted thoughts not brought so clearly to words
but im still here asking why, could this be it?
tell me who i am to you, what can i make you
are you better or worse... more or less
what is the purpose of this twisted mess...
i find myself at the edge of a cliff waiting for you to push me off
will you join me in this fall or watch me crash into the broken emptiness
how did i find myself here in the dark again
why are you the only piercing light
I want to shake you, but i cant
i need to quit thinking but i wont
we have hit the climax and the story is at pause
so here's where its decided
will i continue alone, or we finish this story together
all i can do is love its all i know
so here my heart beats to the rythym of anticapation
(You have no idea!)