Empty

I can smile through this storm and maybe it will ease the pain, relearning how to breathe how to take my next step
But not quite moving on cause im still numb overtaken by regret
surrated edges of picture perfect cuts through the broken images i cant let go, broken and breaking this permanent stage im in
but who could ever tell with my head held high shoulders back and shallow grin
life wont taste the same not like it did
nothing will feel the same i wont let feeling in
almost, could've been, never was, its all the same
bleeding from the inside my wild eyes untamed
i could run from where i am but my heart would follow me
it's my heart i want to lose its from what i felt that i need to be free
captivated isnt so sweet and words are empty unless
we go through this again and im not left with the mess
What i held so close wasnt for me at all
it's not that you screwed up its that you pushed me to fall
and now your just another inspiration another chapter in my book
but i still feel sick inside when i fade back to how things looked
your eyes how they melted me, how lifes so unfair, but its ok it reallly is this i know for sure
cause even for those few moments life was sweeter, hapiness was pure
But i've left a piece of me with you one that cant be returned, and its poison inside of me and for that i have no cure.