Everytime I hear Everything

>I see you standing there looking into me but you wont come after me you wont make it easier to breathe
Your eyes say they want to hold me and the grimace on your face shows you can see my pain
the enemy taunts me takes hold and they wont let go
and somethings keeping you from me keeping me on my knees
i cant even reach to you and cant let go of whats holding me
theres something between us but im so blinded i just cant see
whats going on all around me, its a battle unseen and its raging inside the unfulfilled parts of me
You watch me there trying to claw my way out and you cant help
and your face begins to turn as you listen to me scream
a deep bellowed hollow sound from the very bottom of the emptiness in me
and im so scared and i just need you here, i cant see you but i feel you there
and im so angry why arent you rescuing me , i need you more now than ever before
How can all this be closing in on me now God your supposed to give me a way out
You turn and walk away unable to witness or feel my pain
Because i have covered myself in all of this on my own ive made this mess
You just want to love me embrace me, call me yours
But you watch me, and im not letting go
The demons surround me from every side stealing my breathe and making me cry
they attack my weakness steal my hope blind the truth and cut my rope
the rope that once binded me to you , now im giving up im gonna lose
dear God take my hand i dont have the strength to reach.
How long will the enemy stand over me?