Exist

Lately i have began to wonder if what im looking for exists.

a consistant love that never gives in.
a heart that penetrates the surface of appearance.
a right question that provokes the best answer.
a calm in the storm, the joy through the pain.
an excitment, anticipation, giving selfless pursuit of the true story behind the hope in agony.
a real persistant faithful assurance in a future.
an understanding of hurt a sight beyond fear, broken for someone breaking,,
a care unexplicable, an adoration indescribable a relationship deep meaningful never failing always fighting for closer longing for more.
Something i can hope in something i can trust in, something that wont hurt.

None of this will ever exist in people, and truly not even in God, it will always hurt.
When you give yourself completly to something or someone there is no turning back.
And people will fail you, people will hurt you, people wont be there when you need them most, people will dissapoint you and people will always leave! So why continue to love? Why continue to give your all and why put your trust in something you know will fail you(people)? Simply because he said, "and the greatest of these is love!" and that is what love is truly, that's why!