Desperation

Praise is different when sang in the midst of a storm
And pain is nothing when felt in your arms

Devotion seems simple when im blinded by life
Theres nowhere else I could run not anywhere I would survive
And why is it all so hard why cant it makes sense
The whys all mean less when God’s hands in it
Trusting is easy when theres nothing to lose
So Dear God with all my heart help me trust you

God you can break me ruin me tear me apart
But please not my family don’t toy with there hearts
You see because they don’t know you like I do they don’t know where to turn
And im afraid they’ll give up if they keep being burned
And God im pleading now that you’ll take care of all of this
No matter what you require of me whatever I have to risk

My love is with them and I have no control
So please calm the storm begin to make things whole
I know piece by piece you have the power to complete
And step by step you can give eyes to see

So here my prayer before you a mess at your feet
Asking you to heal my family
Do a work where I have let go
Do them impossible so in the end we will know
All glory be to him who sits on the throne.
God I know your out there even though this rain is cold and I feel so alone.