Crashing

I have known faith like some could not believe, some could not see.
And my heart has kept secrets, of your love, of your strength of your truth.
And i have stood when they are on their knees
i have bared the weight and held it high.
Screamed for the empty, and broke for the wretched.
I have drawn closer so that they might see you.
I've gone deeper so they might Know you.
and Ive seen you turn them around, heal the hurting.
Snatch back they're lives, and its beautiful to see the hearts we helped survive, God you and I.

But what happens when it all comes crashing down.
My faith is gone my knees are weak and im empty now.
And my prayers are drowned out by the tears in my throat.
and im lost, just tryin to help tryin to hold on
and i keep running keep grasping, reaching for something
and im stuck

Its beauty all around, they, who we helped i can hear they're songs
they're singing to you now, songs of praise and redemption, hope and strength.
And something about they're songs shatters the strength in me.
Ive poured out and now im empty.

im left here now with not much to give.
so fill me up God cause i don't want to hear They're song end.
I want to help them sing! I want to help them Live.